Just Me.

I never go on AIM anymore. I dont know if it's b/c im just outta that phase or if its b/c theirs just not anyone i really wanna talk to. Now that i think about it i talk to the same dam ppl whenever im on. Their is usually about 40 ppl on when it peeks but i dont wanna talk to most of em. Mmm....Clif is in latvia, i miss him. I used to go over to his house when i was bored on a friday or saturday or sunday or whenver. We'd go and play ping pong and pool and i'd usually win and clif would be more talkative than usual. I cant imagine inverted(sp.?) ol clif in a strange 3rd world country with ppl that dont speak english trying to make friends, it must be interesting. Hopefully he'll come back less shy, i would say more outgoing but he is surprisingly outgoing, just a lil shy. School is hectc. I have mostly easy classes but precalc but it's still a burdon. I got kicked off the soccer team for something really stupid and then i ended up cussin at the coach afterwards, i was so mad. Usually when i get mad i talk alot of shit and cuss at the person and such, when i get REALLY mad i dont say a word, i dont know y but i lost my tongue. mmmm....i'm just rambling. I'm tryin to study for SAT's for an hour every day but its hard to do that on top of everything else i have and try to work out. Theirs just so much i'm tryin to do and so little time to do it. Im startin to wish i'd taken 1-5 like all the other smart kids. But then leadership....2-6? fuck that, then i might as well take 3-7. oh well

I cant wait for my new high grain leather binderthingamagiger. Very tastefull.